In 3 days time, it's gonna be Christmas. The worst Christmas i'm ever gonna have. My dad's going to Bangkok. I told him not to but his respond was : Don't be so selfish! Let me be with my friends!
I'm not being selfish.. I just want my dad to be here during Christmas.. My mom's not even gonna be here so having daddy gone, it's gonna be the worst Christmas anyone could ever have. I don't get presents anymore. All I'm gonna do is following my cousins and aunty wherever they go... It's not gonna be fun cause my aunt isn't my mom.. And my uncle, passed away. He was a very wise man... Full of trust and hope for good future. When he earns money, he buys my aunt a diamond necklace. He loves her very much.
Every since his death, my cousin sis is always fighting with my Aunt. And my cousin brothers were only 13 years old.. It was a rough year. My life is not worth begging for
- Sherlyne
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Intro
Hi. My name is Sherlyne Ooi. It's weird that I'm introducing myself cause I would be the only one knowing about this blog. But if any of you people out there know about this blog, don't talk to me about it. My story is all about me.
I always seem like those girls who are happy,cheerful and all. But no one knows this about me.. I'm a girl with depression problems.. I get sad easily and sometimes for no reason. Not even my dad knows about this. Today,16 December 2009, I was about to tell my friend, Jean, about me.. But I backed off.. This secret means alot to me. And if anyone finds out, I don't think I'm able to talk to anyone NOR be with anyone.
Yes, it may sound strange and fake but I DO have depression problems.. I've been sad these days and for no reasons..
Well... I just told Jean and Annli about it and.. I'm really happy that they cared =) Their really great friends.. Like the best friends :)
Life hasn't been good these days.. I'm always wondering .. What am I doing wrong?
Well.. What I'm doing wrong is being rude to others and not attending Church.. I have not been a good Christian these days and I want to go back to being a good girl and obeying rules.. Not the annoying, bitchy Sherlyne.
Well.. That's what I think of myself.
Bye.
I always seem like those girls who are happy,cheerful and all. But no one knows this about me.. I'm a girl with depression problems.. I get sad easily and sometimes for no reason. Not even my dad knows about this. Today,16 December 2009, I was about to tell my friend, Jean, about me.. But I backed off.. This secret means alot to me. And if anyone finds out, I don't think I'm able to talk to anyone NOR be with anyone.
Yes, it may sound strange and fake but I DO have depression problems.. I've been sad these days and for no reasons..
Well... I just told Jean and Annli about it and.. I'm really happy that they cared =) Their really great friends.. Like the best friends :)
Life hasn't been good these days.. I'm always wondering .. What am I doing wrong?
Well.. What I'm doing wrong is being rude to others and not attending Church.. I have not been a good Christian these days and I want to go back to being a good girl and obeying rules.. Not the annoying, bitchy Sherlyne.
Well.. That's what I think of myself.
Bye.
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